I'm sure you've already seen this floatin' around somewhere, but if you haven't tried it out, do it now! (yush, I is bossy XD) [link]

This is...Pretty accurate:

At this particular time, you are feeling that you are or were unjustly and undeservedly treated and/or betrayed in your hopes and dreams. You feel that everything is against you. But look on the bright side for you are, whether you believe it or not, a survivor.

You are willing to try anything once. You 'need to be needed' and what is perhaps more important you 'need to need.' You can only feel close to a person or persons when you feel you can trust them, but this trust needs to be proven to you.

You have a high opinion of yourself. It is perhaps because of this self-centredness that you become exasperated when you feel that your needs are misinterpreted by those around you. When this happens - and it does quite often - you feel that there is no-one that can understand the way you feel and it is because of this egocentric self that you are quick to take offence.

You are trying to prove yourself - not only to yourself but also to everyone around you. There is much that you would like to say and do but the situation warrants self-restraint and that is the last thing that you have on your mind. It would seem that you have an unsatisfied need to ally yourself with others whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to stand out from the crowd. This is subjecting you to considerable stress but you tend to stick to your attitudes despite lack of appreciation. Of course, you are finding the situation uncomfortable and would like nothing better but to break away from it but you don't like the idea of compromise. Your main problem is that you are unable to resolve the situation because you continually postpone making the necessary decisions. You feel that if you make the wrong choice this would lead to such opposition that you would not be able to command the esteem of others. It is essential that those around you are prepared to comply with your wishes.

It is strange that the anxiety that you are experiencing at this time is of your own making simply because of your desire to be respected by your fellow man and with those whom you work with. You are not satisfied. The normal congenial 'you' is becoming quite introverted. This is becoming increasingly more obvious because you seem to shy away from participating in everyday activities. You are refusing to allow yourself to become involved or to participate with others and it is the reluctance to communicate that is the inherent cause of your problems.

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So, I'm thinking about doing Refs for all my MarkedWing Characters (I swear I'll be continuing the story soon, lol)
I need to ask something though. What do you think about Aelfric's markings? They're starting to seem like they're random to me. Should they have more of a pattern?
I dunno, What I'm askin' is if they're not, y'know, any good, would anyone be willing to suggest new markings? (like a quick sketch or something?)
If anything is suggested, I'll have to check with my partner in crime about it. But I was just wondering about it. Should I change him? His markings at least?
The rest I love too much. Aelfric was my fourth Silverwing fan character, but the only one I liked out of them to keep.
He's my bat baby~ <3
XD

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Gave me my first Birthday gift~ [link] Thank you~
Gave me a slightly belated Birthday gift~ [link] Thank you~

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To clean up my Journals (I don't like to have too many) I'm moving the voices I picked for MarkedWing to this Journal. I'm actually thinking about changing a few of the voices for my characters. We'll see, lol
Aelfric - [link] <-- Kovu from Lion King II: Simba’s Pride.

Katarra - [link] <-- Jena, the adorable female husky from Balto. (all the good clips were taken off of youtube >.< ) **

Noxx - [link] <-- Tsukasa from .hack//sign.

Mist - [link] <-- Molly/Eva from Oban Star Racers (watch this whole bit if you’d like to get a good idea of Mist’s (and Molly’s) many moods, lol) **

Rasputin - [link] <-- Morbius from the Spiderman cartoon series. (0:31 to 2:13)

Saul - [link] <-- Zero from Megaman X8 **

Alexandra - [link] <-- Rosso the Crimson from Dirge of Cerberus. ** [Soon To Be Changed]

Liber - [link] <-- Victor from Corpse Bride (Johnny Depp ftw XD) **

Bacchus - [link] <-- Erol from Jak II (long-eared fellow who begins with saying “Forget the rat.” ) to get a good listen, watch from 3:27 to 4:34.

Dionysus - [link] <-- Kor, the old man (and villain in disguise) from Jak II

Aria - [link] <-- Xera from Lion King II: Simba’s Pride. Just listen to her and see how she acts, tell me that doesn’t remind you of Aria.

Muse - [link] <-- Mrs. Wilson from the Family Guy Episode “Tales of a Third Grade Nothing” (10:24 to 10:43)…I’ve heard her voice somewhere else before…just couldn’t remember where, so this example will have to do, lol

Lyre - [link] <-- Theresa from Fable 2

Serena - [link] <-- Yakumo from Shinzo. 2:14 to 4:40

Hail - [link] <-- Farah from Prince of Persia: The Two Thrones **

Leo - [link] <-- Simba from Lion King II…gawd, I love this movie, lol **

Krim - [link] <-- The Prince from Prince of Persia: The Two Thrones **

Zotz - [link] <-- This Wraith from Stargate Atlantis.

Nocturna - [link] <-- Kaileena from The Prince of Persia: The Two Thrones. **

** Since they’re not technically my characters, this may not be the final pick for their voices…I’ll have to check with ~myfriends-nobody as they belong to her (save for Nocturna, but she plays her rather well, lol) .


[Just For Fun]
Andrew - (my male Persona) [link] <-- Mick Saint John from Moonlight...I LOVE his voice SO much!~ It's how i'd want to sound if i were a guy (yes, i think about that from time to time XD)

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TO-DO LIST: All to be done in no particular order.

Request/Trades: [Closed Until Inspiration Strikes Me x.x]
Lucario [I has an Idea!]
Throb and Avalon [Trade] [I has an Idea!]
Ariel [I need to ask for the description again x.x]
Furry Brit and Tiff [Trade] [gonna be a tough one x.x]
- Jacob Black [Trade] [gonna be a tough one x.x]
- Siyamak Fighting Aku [Trade] [I has an Idea!..but it's almost directly copying a screenshot of Samurai Jack...I must rework it!]

Gifts:




Writing:
MarkedWing Chapter 16 (Vague Ideas x.x)
Sheath's Story Part 2 (Vague Ideas x.x)
Something for ~crusified-pheonix [Trade] (she still needs to tell me what she wants @.@ )
Blessing Awakens [9 thing]

Memes:
Higurashi no Naku Koro ni Meme [link]
Higurashi no Naku Koro ni Kai Meme [link]
Lover's Meme [link]
25 Essential Expressions Meme [link]

Challenges: (All found here [link] )
100 Theme Challenge
40 Styles Challenge (I've decided to torture my Goth with this one! XD)
100 Song Challenge

Just For Fun~:
'Double Your Pleasure'
"Skin of a Killer" [Twilight Parody]
"He said he'd---" [Twilight Parody]
Lacking the Delta Brain Wave [Twilight Parody]
"I can't --- I love him!" [Twilight Parody]
"Backspace Backspace Backspace~" [Twilight Parody]
"I am L" [Death Note Parody]
"I'm not leaving" [Ghost Whisperer Parody]
MarkedWing Character References (0/9)
Aelfric's Parents
Abel and Kato
Andrew Reference (Human)
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